I lifted Mike up from Kathy as he was wrapped in a sheet and blanket. The lovely new smell of a baby. Very proud to have a boy. I carried him around the room for a few minutes introducing myself to him! Kissing that little bit of hair, his soft skin on his face. Hello Mike.
How strange to lift him now, lifeless off the bed onto the floor. I did not want to look at him, I hated that look on his face and lips. I didnt want to see him like that. I couldnt kiss him now, its too horrible. How could Kathy and Laura sit with him? How could Kathy kiss him?
With my friends and family, I lifted him in the box. I could not see him now, I trust he is in there. We lowered him in the ground and walked away. Good bye Mike.