I found myself having to leave a room fairly quickly today as my stomach was getting tighter and tighter. We were supposed to meet from 9-11 but by 9:10 I felt like I was drowning, my head was spinning and I needed to get away to my office and just be by myself. In the end Kathy and I came home and went for a walk. I find it very helpful to walk and talk. This was one of my fears about returning to work. Whilst I am in the process of re-entry I wonder if I am neither in space or the earth but between. Last week I realised from one day to the next, the knot in my stomach had gone. I realise now that I cannot just rush back. I seem to get over one hurdle only to discover another one.
Overwhelmed by people